(26-04-2011)
This got to be one of the best days in a long long time.
This morning I went to see the physiotherapist finally. I went in with the fear of hearing it wouldn't be better and that I would be more and more disabled in time( not being able to run, physical hard work and in the end walking...)
He was quite positive about it all and didn't think my back issue was that bad as I was told. The best moment was when he told me I would most likely run again. 2 years ago I stopped running and needless to say it hasn't been good to me not being able to run or be as active as I used to.
I've always been a girl loving nature and exercise so it felt like I wasn't myself anymore in some areas, as it would bring me down a lot. The couch potato life isn't me at all. However, the past half year especially I haven't been able to walk for longer without my back getting all stiff and with a really bad headache as a result of pushing it. I've been scared of what my future would hold but after today I feel nothing can bring me down.
The thought of being able to run again and being who I was is definitely something to be celebrated.
In 2 weeks I start the training.

I guess this drawing is suitable to publish today:

I keep dreaming as my world falls
It's about keeping hope, holding on to your dreams though you feel everything is falling apart.

Charcoal, 40x20 cm

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